Needing Direction

So, I'm very overwhelmed. I thought by now, my mentor figure would have shown up and could help me with this. But whoever my mentor is, they have not come forward yet. So I feel stuck and pressured to figure my life out, and there's too much in me and not enough at my disposal. So I'm going crazy and everything in me is at war with me. The things I want are opposites. I can't get make any sort of plan. I need direction. I need my mentor. I need to have a plan.